`Monday, September 06, 2004;__
boring!!! life is a such b_tch!!
Oh man i miss him so much i dunnoe y but i jus do!!! the words kept repeatin in my mind over & over again .. i felt guilty every time & most of the time! i dun mean to disappoint u but i still did... i noe my words might hurt u but i dun seem to be able to control myself.. i nvr think of ur feelings is true i guess, i jus dun seem to!!! i felt guilty yesh i do!...I M GUILTY!!!
wake up kinda early today coz i cant slp .. & the reason y i didnt slp well is simple!! so yeah nth to do... feels lk dying.. well guess i'm gonna rot sooner or later .. i jus hate the feelin of being at home & all the memories flowin in my mind... well not the good one but the bad ones!!! it jus SUCKS. i hate the feelings of bein lonely jus hate it.. is so boring life is such a b_tch. arghhh i gonna die sooner or later!!! mann i'm sufferin from boredom... it jus sucks...
Friends if u all got any plans for this holiday pls let me know coz i dun wann stay at home!!! I DUN WANT TO...
-life is such a b_tch- -joyless life- =.=''
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 5:42 AM;__